Tell Em Why You Mad...

For a while i really thought i made the wrong decision. I doubted myself, thought i was ruining something perfect. But all it took was one conversation to remind me that it wasnt perfect to begin with. i forgot about the problems we had... for the past few months ive been blaming myself for all this, but maybe it was just the inevitable. i forgot how much i sacraficed and the toll it took on me, maybe thats wat lead us 2 this point, not my selfishness. I've made the right decision....in fact a little more distance is in order cause it seems that very little has changed. i cant be in a one sided relationship. i just cant. i feel like love is a constant battle for the upper hand, but im sick of fighting for it. things have always been about every1 else, i always play by every1 elses rules. wat about me, wat about wat i want? when will some one look past my flaws and imperfections and love me anyway? unconditionally? im not perfect, i cant be, i never will be. ive had 2 love others even when they purposfully did things to push me away and not love them!! when will someone do that for me?

"I never wanted to love somebody this much. i was fine before i met you"

"tell me the truth frank. remember that? we used to live by it. and u no wats so good about the truth? every1 knows wat it is however long theyve lived without it. no one forgets the truth frank, they just get better at lying."-Revolutionary Road

"i hate you, your just some boy who made me laugh at a party once. in fact, i loathe the sight of you"-Revolutionary Road

"I didnt no that to be in love u had to fight for the upper hand"

Leah Millers secret to life: dont give a shit about any body. be selfish. cause once u ask yourself the question "Wat about me?", everything changes for the better. I mean, after all, who are you? What do you want?-The Women

"They didn't agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday. But...in spite of their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other. "

He said "I didnt mean to upset you"...You dont have the power to upset me, you dont matter enough to upset me-The Reader

"you put up with that shit that I just wont deal with"-def poetry